i suggest picking up a copy of Buckland's Complete book of Witchcraft, it'll help you learn and at the end of each chapter he has some questions to help you figure out where to go. things like 'why do you wish to study magic', 'what do you feel is right or wrong' and other questions to help you reflect on yourself.
if you can't find the book, or can't buy a copy, you can probably find a pdf or something online. [you should buy the book though, support the author] do some mediation, read some articles on 'the basics' and some 'beginners guides' to help you.
I believe that books and research and experimentation will help you. (: I started my journey three years ago and I am still trying to get everything figured out. I tried tarot, and then that failed, and then energy healing, failed. But I recently found out I am a strong kitchen witch and work very well with crystal and herbal healing. Good luck!