So without having any prior knowledge of what a bat is, how the bases are lined up, where to run, or how to score, you want to just jump into a championship baseball game?
Please do not feel like I am coming down hard on you. I use this analogy with all new to the craft.
But the fact still remains, there are basic you need to learn before spell casting. Meditation, power sources, energy work, history. Are you just practicing magick or actually actually choosing a religion? Who is/are the deities who would be involved? If you do not have a foundation on which the house is built, it will fall apart in the first storm that comes.
A great place to start is Newbie central.
I hope this helps.