Thank the Goddess! Someone who gets it! Oh, my dear dear brother, thank you for actually having done the research before asking that question. You are going to get along amazingly on here.
Unfortunately I cannot teach you directly. But if you want to learn the basics, I suggest 'Scott Cunningham's Book of Shadows' and 'The Inner Temple of Witchcraft' by Christopher Penczak. These are the 2 books I start all beginners on. The Penczak book is set up like a micro college course and covers history, meditation, energy work, and some basic spellcasting. The Cunningham book covers some basic meditations, gems, herbs, incenses, and spells.
If you are in a situation like me where you don't want to be toting these books around the house and you have a smartphone or a laptop, these books are available on all e-reader softwares as well as pdf format. Just google them.
I hope this helps. Welcome to SoM!