True, I think the nature or how it works was a cross between the dream state, spiritual and somehow physical plane, as I was in a cross state of the spiritual and physical, like actually feeling pain, in a dreamlike reality state. If that at all makes sense.
What really is bothering me, as I tried to smudge out my inner self and my space. It did work a little, but i feel as thou somehow my own practice is being stop. Is there a solution to undo my practice from being stop in order to help me?