Is it okay to cast magic amongst people or surroundings that are not Wiccan? I try casting spells around nonmagical people, I usually do it sneakily. However, these days people are givng me strange looks and accusing me of bewitching them. I only do spells that corncern in grey and green magic. People are telling me to stop doing what I'm doing. When I don't listen, they throw insults at me saying "Nobody likes you." and "You won't ever be accepted." Last time, I tried to forget what magic was and I felt that I had lost my soul. The vast emptiness felt continued until I finally took magic up and started doing it again. I felt much better, but felt isolated from the rest of the world. The insults arose again and I was forced to enter darkness to cover the sting of the comments. Any ideas what I should do?
P.S. The comment you will never be accepted is probably true. The only beings that will accept me truly without hatred and bitterness are the spirits that I communicate with. Also, when I communicate with spirits people say I talk to myself when I'm actually not. When they ask who I'm talking to I have to lie because telling the truth would make them laugh at me. I seem to have no friends and not even my family can understand me. Everyone I thought was a friend has betrayed and left me alone.