I'm here to become completely versed in what it takes to make me feel spiritually complete. I understand and have practiced the basics, have had psychics and monks and empaths and all sorts of wonderful spiritual guidance in my life, but I'm on the crux of becoming a new person. I can feel it.
I lost my sense of self when I got pregnant. I used to be a very emotional person, able to key in on other people easily and even form bonds with them. I used my pendulum for daily divination and meditation, I used gems and herbs to try and gain their full potential in keeping me spiritually healthy.
I've fallen out of that life, however, and I miss it. This seems like a wonderful place to remind me of the kind of person I am inside.
I am really a novice to everything. I understand mediation and grounding, but I've lost my sense of others. I've never been able to "see" auras, but I could feel people, and that is completely gone.
I want to practice and be more dedicated to the study of wicca and paganism. I am also seeking a coven for guidance, although I understand that I will have to build myself up before I can rely on others.
I feel that this will be very good for me. I'm also looking for friends. =]