Hello. I am somewhere between the boundaries of studier and practitioner.I've been studying the occult, and Paganism for many years.I've even tried a few spells.Some of which seemed to work, and others not so much.
In light of my lack of real experience (seems most spells require purchases for things I can never afford.) I am currently pondering the idea of a spell that would rid me of my desire for love, or a companion.
I've had nothing but bad luck and disappointment with past relationships. For the most part none of these people would ever let me get to that level with them.I get tired of seeing everyone I know be so happy, and gain prosperity in so many aspects of life so much easier than myself.In fact....it hasn't happened for me at all.None of it.
So back to the main point that all of this is related to...
Is there a spell that works, that will allow me to rid myself of the desire to have a spouse and a meaningful relationship?Perhaps make me asexual and be able to live alone without it ever crossing my mind that I am alone?
I'm thinking my mental state would have to change to match something like Sheldon from 'The Big Bang Theory".(Just as an example.He has no feelings of the need to be in a relationship with anyone, and is perfectly content with having just a few friends.)