Greetings, I go by Fly mainly, as it says I'm new, but in honesty I'm new both to this site and Magik in general. I have friends that know and practice(ish), but I can't really talk to them, so I've been trying to learn as much as possible on my own just reading and searching here on the forums.
I would like to ask for any assistance, or more correctly, any opinions(I also can't come to them with this, they have a tendency to overreact). I feel like either I'm completely losing my mind, or someone/thing is messing with me.
Every night I feel like I am under constant surveillance, occasionally I'll see something move down my hallway, and sometimes when I'm in a particularly adventurous mood I follow it around my house, and I feel like it will lunge towards me, while not actually making any contact, (IE my shirt doesn't move, I have no marks on me) I get a strange pressure in my chest.
One thing bothers me more then anything else though, it rarely happens, to the point of almost never, but while I'm either meditating or listening to music, I'll start to hear a scream or my name being whispered, just loud enough to hear. I only meditate when I'm completely alone.
Any opinions are helpful, and peace be with you.