I'm having trouble when it comes to reading my occult-related books. A few years ago if I'd had these books I'd be in my room for days just reading. Recently however I consider it very important to start studying again, and when the thought enters my head to start reading I literally just get up and do anything but read. I might even read OTHER books! Even do chores! What I'm wondering is if I've perhaps acquired something negative that's messing with my psyche. I also did a dedication to Enki 2 years ago using the JoyOfSatan's method and I wonder if that may have something to do with it. Any and all help is appreciated, this is a serious question and I genuinely need help. Tell me if you need more clarification on anything.
Re: Foul play in my Psyche?
By: chaosandfun Feb 03, 2012
Post # 2
Problem solved, thanks to the wonderful members online tonight :) My solution is to develop my own created ritual where I respectfully back down from my dedication, as it was one done more out of angst than intellectual or spiritual guidance. Off to write it now. Thanks again to all the members that were online helping me :)