I have posted in a forum once and got many answers but still I haven't found the answer that suits me. I have a weird talent or gift. I'll tell you how I knew about it. Once I was playing with a ball and i threw it and it broke a lamp of crystals, I was beneath it, I just held my hands up and somehow the crystals just stopped and change coarse only one cut me. My brother saw it, he says it was a miracle. Another day we had a car accident, the people thought I died, I got out with only a broken arm.The door and the shattered window were bended towards me.It was like a cocoon. Another miracle? I think not, I think It somehow energy that I can send and I want to learn how to use it at will not only when scared. If you can help me I would really apreciate it~! No FLUFFS this is real so I want real anwers. Thank you & Blessed Be.