just wanted to say hi
iam new
and i need help badly
i dont know how to start with magic
i have read heaps of books and sites
but none of them seem to make sense
i think iam really scared when it all boils down to it
think iam scared to do my first spell to be honest
if anyone can help me and let me know where to start
i would appreicate it muchly
thanks
If I might ask, why are you scared? Spend some time relaxing or meditating and calming yourself.
Most people around here would suggest learning the basics. Basics differ between people, but if you search the forums you'll find several good posts on it. I'd recommend reading through the stickied posts. Make a list of things you are interested in an start researching and studying them. It's nice to build a foundation before trying to jump ahead and build a house.
can i ask this question
everytime i try to meditate i get so emotional
i cry, i mean really really cry, i dont know why i just cant stop, them i feel so exhausted after it
is there something iam doing really wrong?????
I can understand as it is a big step into what for some is the unknown. I can asuredly state that there is nothing to be afraid of,crying can in itself release pent up emotions that could in themselves affect your meditation and magical awakening.Besides there are alot of people on this sight who are willing and able to help you along in your journey into the craft.
Blessings and providence:
Rogelio21
thankyou so much, i always think there is something wrong with me, when i try to meditate and the tears start, then dont stop but i keep trying and trying and then i get so worn out i give up, but i will keep trying, i dont think i can cry for everyday, i listern to a cd and follow what it says to do, there is so much i want to learn but there is so many different things out there, its hard to get started but its my dream to start next year,
When I meditate I end up going in to a state of trance and when I go into that trance it take hours to get out of it and I see the same vision each time if I explain it to you will you try and help me see what it means
