Spiritual Awakening Help
By: chrono2009 / Beginner Dec 27, 2011
Post # 1
So over the past few months now i've been experiencing very intense spiritual experiences. I felt overwhelmed by something and up until a few days ago was questioning my sanity. I feel as if even now I am bordering the line of madness. I've read a little on spiritual awakening and kundalini but i cannot tell for sure what is going on. I feel like I am becoming someone else (my soul for lack of a better term.). There is an increased amount of energy running through my body at random times. Sometimes the feelings i get are almost unbearable and can even throw me into a rage. If anyone can give me some helpful insight as to what is going on i would be eternally grateful.
Ahh, I have experienced what you have experienced too. I guess probably everyone does. We begin to question everything. Our existence, The church, Everything. If this is what you are experiencing then you should KNOW your purpose in performing magick. You know the quote "Only people above 40 yrs old may study the Kabbalah" at first I thought this was all a load of BS and I would be able to handle it. Months later I became mad, insane (metaphorically) but I began to question If everything was real. This is normal and the only way to overcome the madness is to KNOW your purpose. This is really harder than you think.
When your body is in "rage" maybe it's because your in a power spot. Correct me if I am wrong but I think that is a place where many ghosts, spirits, or ancient significant event that transpired.
Re: Spiritual Awakening Help
By: MadAngel Dec 28, 2011
Post # 3
Can you describe your "spiritual experiences"? It sounds to me like the effects of an awakening are throwing your energy off balance. This is normal. When people start experiencing things they are not used to, they can become irritated, aggressive, have trouble sleeping, and experience bursts of energy. This is mainly due to adrenaline rushes triggered by your bodies "fight or flight" response. As for feeling like a different person, I can relate. Doing any spiritual or higher self work will often leave you feeling like this. Meditation, and different forms of stress relief can help a bit. Love, light and blessings :)