basically lately i feel like my gods are leaving me to my own.. idk how to explain it, but they're not giving me help, not being with me, not calming me, not.. paying attention. i've had their help all until now.
i haven't been misusing any help, i haven't asking for too much. if i ask for too much, i just say i figured out its more than enough and i ask for less than.. i havent asked for bad things, but.. they left me! no answer, no care, no results of praying and contacting them! no work in my pleads!
and its just a horrible feeling.. my friends have left me, and now the gods i believed in have too?