Need some help. My higher self is trying to contact me. *LOUD* knacks for lack of a better word all the time and my consceiousness (sp?) is brought to there with a "WHAT!?" LOL. Keep in mind I don't ever really ask "WHAT!?" to any one ... so it's kind of catching me "off guard" persay.
I feal like I'm at a wall, crouched down and getting ready to spring over the wall. My main focus in life right now apart from work is to learn magic as an Elementalist. That is, learn magic of the elements, FAWE.
I feal that my higher self is trying to contact me so nightly (and often in the morning) I try to contact the higher self through guided meditation of me shooting up into the stars to my temple, walking down into the grassy field and to the small pond and standing waist deep in the water asking questions like "Higher self, I've come, what do you want?" (In a nice tone) also "Higher self, you've been trying to contact me and so I've come here to try to understand."
Any ideas for me? It'd be greatly appreciated.