...for a spell to have the exact OPPOSITE effect before manifesting? I have trouble concentrating/visualing/etc and don't really know all the "steps" to spell-casting, so I've paid a few online spell-casters and now, he just BROKE UP WITH ME! Could it be that the opposite has to happen before the manifestation?
Or could (probably?) it be that I used too many and they all backfired? Now WHAT DO I DO?