Name: H7zAngel
Location: Manchester Tennessee USA
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Tue, 06 Dec 2016
Membership: Member
Personal Bio
I am new to this stuff . I have seen and allowed my daughter do some of it. Recently after reading some of the spells and reading the magic test, I realized that candles have always flickered in my presence, like they are talking to me. I also realized that I was the only one in my family that the candles would do that to. I have 32 cousins and 11 aunts and uncles. Why was I the only one that strange things happened to. THan when my oldest daughter (2nd Child) passed away strange things happened even more and quiet often. After my 3rd daughter (4th child) was born, I noticed that she was like me. My 2nd and 4th children were ill prior to their births as so was I. After their births my 2nd child was still ill. She had open heart surgery when she was 3 days old. Out of the four children born with the same heart disease, she was the only one that lived past 6 months old. My 4th child, she was born with the same heart disease as the my 2nd child but when they went to take x-rays of her heart the doctors could not find the heart issues. They knew it was there because I was at the hospital every week for a fetal heart ultrasound to make sure there were no problems. They even did one while I was in labor to make sure and to take every precaution. I have always been able to sense, smell and feel things and she can sense, smell, feel, hear and see things. It's a bit weird. All things escalade when my best friend, my daughter and I are in the same presences/room. Things become to much. I am the weaker of the three so I get sick easier when evil comes forward and yes we have had evil show up many times in our presence. I came here to learn properly from experienced people. I want to be able to handle what I know is coming. She (the person) is very powerful and very evil. She has casted a black cloud over our family (the family and friend in Washington State not the ones she can not reach out of state). She has made the women live in fear and put a sheet/cloud/wool over the men's eyes. She does no wrong and is beautiful according to the men. She has said she will kill anyone who gets in her way. So far 2 of my aunts are deceased, my mother, and three uncles out of 11 aunts and uncles are gone since she made that threat. The only aunt left lives in daily fear of being the next person. I want to protect my family even from afar. So please be patient with me and teach me what I need to know and what I should have learned many years ago. I don't dabble in anything. I learn with my whole heart. Btw, I so believe the God Spell works. I tried it and sadly the reply I got was "At this time you are not Worthy." I know it was not my inner self because it was a male's voice I have never heard before. I take it he was saying 1) I am not strong enough yet or 2) I am not ready yet (pretty much the same). I will get strong enough and I will learn. Not Matter What I will protect my family. I don't want to kill her I just want to bind her from using her magic/powers. Though I am older and should know more I have always stayed away from myself and pretended that I was normal human being. Since my youngest has opened my mind even more I find myself searching for answers.
I don't belong to anything, anyone or any place...I am lost and searching for what I am, who I am, where I belong and who is willing to teach an old dog the new tricks (sorta speaking)
