|I am in no way experienced with magic or Wicca. I have always felt a presence near me, especially when I am outside, I think it all started when I was a little girl. My family and I were sitting down for dinner and my grandfather started talking about how he could call creatures to him, he started howling and within a minute or so there was a very bright yellow curved eye pacing back and forth outside the sliding glass window in front of our dinner table. When my step dad went out to chase whatever it was away, it was gone. We lived in an old double wide in Florida and outside those sliding glass doors there were no stairs or steps. The doors were nailed in place and never used, from the ground to where the doors were was at least 4ft so whatever it was, it was good sized. I was only 5 years old. It was a small farm with a few cows, chickens, turkeys, and ducks. Not long after that 3 or 4 months maybe, I was dealt a blow that no 5 year old should have to bare. I was told that my mother was in fact not my mother but my grandmother and my real mom was who I called sissy (and didn't really know that well) and was made to go live with her and her new fianc?. I missed the woman of whom I had known to be my "mommy" I cried for days, then one night while crying and laying in bed I started shaking my head vigorously back and fourth saying "I want to be home" over and over and over and when I finally opened my eyes, I was at home where I wanted to be. I was startled at first but then just exhausted and just fell asleep, the next morning I woke up to my mom aka "sissy" yelling at me and about to slap me before my grandmother "mommy" stopped her. To this day I can not explain how I got home but after that my mom "sissy" did not force me to live with her. Since then I have had a very difficult life bouncing back and forth between homes. I had a hard time making friends all through out my school years. I used to skip school in the woods. I loved being in the woods and near any kind of water like lakes, streams, and especially the ocean. I just felt drawn. I have had a few other unexplainable things happen to me but none like the two incidents above. Mostly just an unusual connection to animals of all kinds.
So that's it, I am now going to be 33 and am just looking for maybe some insight and possibly to reconnect if that makes any sense, and learn.