|Welcome. To the Wishing Well. You ask for Heaven, we give you Hell.
There are some things that nobody talks about, things that strike fear into the hearts of millions. Am I one of those things? Or am I the one who overcomes the fear and becomes stronger than those things?
So many changes happened over the past couple of years. Some that made my entire outlook on life, and how I interact with others change drastically. It changes you when you see the darker side of things.
The only thing I can do, is embrace who I've become, learn from my past, take charge of my actions, adapt to this way of life, and move forward.
Forgive me for being blunt, but the life of an exorcist is always moving. sometimes I find myself in the right place at the right time to see the signs, and act towards it. And I don't get a reward for being me. In fact, I get no recognition either. But nonetheless, I will be that person. the one person who stands boldly in the valley of the shadow of death, and will fear nothing. For my Gods are always with me.
When I see the signs, and they are very obvious to me, I don't even have to say a word. I can do this without even making it obvious. And when you sigh a sign of relief when the demon is cast out, thats all the confirmation I need. and you don't even have to know. I got you.
And I can't ask for anything, because I also hold in my hand the power to put demons there in the first place. I could very well cause chaos, or bring peace. And really, thats a whole load of responsibility. To bad nobody will ever really know.
This isn't a cry out for help, nor is it a cry for sympathy. this is just simply who I am, and how I feel. And the road ahead may be long and treacherous, but I am always going to be more powerful than anything thrown my way. And the time has come, for me to shine bright as the Magus I am.
Thank you for reading.
I study many things. Mostly Sorcery, and Demonology. And I keep a very open mind to anything anyone else believes.
I try to study all religions. But I started Christian, then went Wiccan, then Luciferian, until one day, I said I believe all faiths are right in their own way. Who's to say they haven't all been put here for a reason?
I've met and know personally many different entities. All kinds of different spirits, as well as other psychics like myself. And I learned from every interaction I had. And it all made me who I am today.
I'm Garrett. Nice to make your acquaintance.
And now, I disappear into the shadows.