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Please I need help. I've been in a relationship with someone for 11 years. We lived together up until 6 months ago. I believe this person is my soulmate and I love her with all my heart. I'm devastated over this so much that I have physical pain. she is now with someone else and it's killing me,I can't eat sleep or work I constantly think about her.I'm new to magic and trying hard to understand. I have read the wicca handbook by Eileen Holland it has helped.I've been trying to catch a break up speel and bring my ex back.It doesn't seem to be working. What I need is some guidance from someone with experience with this kind of speel.Anything at all that anyone can help me with would be greatly appreciated.