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I really do... Or else I will go completely insane. I'm in love with someone. This person admitted to being physically attracted to me but doesn't care enough to really be in a relationship with me, claiming that it's pointless because of the distance etc. (we're both single though).
I can't think about anything else, I feel like I'm completely obsessed and possessed and if I won't at least get a chance to prove this person how happy I can make him, I will really lose my sanity. Please, don't think I'm some highschooler who has a crush on someone, I'm not, I'm actually and adults as far as the law is concerned. I really, really deeply care about this person and I've never had such feelings towards anybody else.
I have tried many different attraction/love spells but nothing worked. I even tried black magic spell, involving blood sacrifice a few days ago (and almost burned down my house immediately after, accidentally....). Still.. nothing. I haven't heard from my love interest for weeks.
Please, tell me what can I do. At least, what can I do to make this person contact me, even a stupid text. I will take care of the rest. I just want to be given a chance.
I am really serious about this and I'm ok even with dark spells.
So please, if you can, help me because I really don't know what to do anymore.