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Hi everyone! I'm looking for any advice/guidance. I'm in my early 30's & I have been drawn to the craft and have seen shadows, sensed things & heard things since as far back as I can remember. I have never practiced only because of my childhood raising. Only read & wondered about it. I was born in sept & I'm a Virgo but October has always been the strongest month I feel so empowered or overwhelmed with my interests. I wonder what my life path is? How to find out? I was told by a co-worker a few yrs back (who is a Wiccan/warlock) that I have gifts that I've not developed. His partner is a white witch, she did a chart for me. She told me that one reason I'm so drawn may be because of my past life. I thought it was really interesting. Recently I did try to "cleanse" my home with sage. There is so much negative energy here that is like "build up". My youngest son who is to be 6 nov 1st has experienced seeing "evil ghost" & "white ghost". Even when he was smaller we both heard "someone" run thru the hall & he thought it was his paw paw! But I new & felt it was evil. Any advice is welcome in my search to better understand who I truly am.