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I am so confused. When I was young, I've always felt something is wrong with me. There are a lot of weird dreams. Weird feeling. Everything is weird. And there is always something pushing me to learn magic. For quite some time, I ignored the feeling. The thoughts. The hunting voices. It's just too much to take. All of a sudden, I found myself searching for something. And here I am. I don't know what to do. I don't have any idea at all. I don't even know if I am crazy or whatever. My friends doesn't take me seriously every time I open this topic. No one listens to me. So please...if you have any idea what is happening to me, please tell me. I don't know if I should learn magic or not. :-(