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Ok, so I am getting started into magik and look forward to learning and casting new spells. However, I feel like I'm in trouble. So, as a little background for your understanding, I was born psychic. Also as I grew up I noticed that my ability to see spirits deminished to just feeling their pressure. Now it might be normal but I did notice that as I was scared of being possessed a few months ago I wore a protective necklace at all times. The at last I removed it and now I feel like my mind is blocked from me. Like I can't use my spiritual powers at all.
Can anyone tell me what the heck is going on here?