I was born at 26 weeks. Blue baby, very sick. The modern medicine at the time(1991) apparently wasn't improving my health or chances of survival.
My mother told me that a gypsie woman came to her and "sensed that her baby was very ill" and asked if she would like her to put a blessing upon her child.
With nothing else seeming to work she agreed to the blessing.
Would anyone happen to know what blessing ,spell, mantra, prayer or even curse perhaps the gypsie bestowed upon me and any other information possible? What's the "sacrifice, bond, life force" or just straight up cost is what I'm asking...
After some reading... is it possible the gypsie woman binded my familiar spirit to me? Not knowing the rules of engagement such as the physical vessel and offering to the fetch it has become distraught?
I've seen this shadowed one eyed black figure numerous times, never been scared by it
Let's look at this step by step, I think it will be easier. Okay so you were born very sick and due to medicine of 1991 not being be able to help you a gypsy woman came to you (or your mother rather). While it's not impossible to sense life energy and be able to tell that your health wasn't well. She offered a blessing of sorts and unless I'm misunderstanding , it worked. Okay, that is very much possible though a bit rare for someone to expose themselves as a practitioner as non-magical practitioners are usually seen as something like a person playing "make believe" however it could have been that your mother was desperate so she took the help she was offered. Did your mother ever mention what the blessing consisted of? It's not really possible for any of us to find out without a taglock to you and some very good divination but even then it might not work. Do you know what tradition of gypsy she was/is? It most likely is not your familiar spirit bound to you as it wouldn't need to be linked to you in order to help you. The shadowed one eyed black figure could just be a random spirit you need to banish and cleanse the space after as at least for me I've found unwelcome spirits to look like shadows but it depends on if it's a human spirit or not. My deceased father usually looks like a bundle of energy that when he moves it's as if someone was pulling a black sheet over the air visible on the walls he'd pass by. Now in terms of "cost" there isn't one. Magical practice might "cost" you the time it takes to perform the spell, energy to power the spell, and the years of your life you've spent practicing. But in terms of a "oh , by the way when you die you won't have any afterlife your going to be one of my spirit friends and help me with things" is not something that happens in real life. So you have no worries to be concerned about. If you did need to know what the spell was why not ask if your mother recalls any of it. Feel free to message me if you have any other questions. I'm quite good at looking into the past but I'll need some more details.
All my mother said was that the woman was in traditional gypsie garb and preformed the blessing in a different language. Didn't ask for any form of payment or anything, preformed the blessing and quietly left.
The shadow figure is black not like pitch black but almost opaque, seen it take on many free forms of a gaseous like state and also humanoid shadow figures
