Welcome to Spells of Magic, I would like to say you are unique, but not because you have spiritual abilities, everyone has some form of abilities. Magic isn't given to a few people, it's given to everyone, but people don't usually view that, they usually don't consort with it. Your beliefs are your own, you don't need to explain your beliefs to us, if you believe in one god, two gods, three gods,..etc, that is your beliefs, we will not judge you for it.
Magic is neither good not evil, it's the intent of the caster that sways it's energy. Elements are used by many practitioners to harnest enough energy to do all kinds of things. The terms "Witch" is only a label for someone who practices magic, not everyone uses that label, some of us prefer our names instead of becalled, "Hey Witch," "Yo Witch",..etc. The label "Witch" isn't anything to be afraid of.
You didn't sound like an idiot, you sounded like you needed help, and understanding more about magic, it's not something to be afraid of.