I am falling in love with my neighbor. He has two kids by different women. We have serious tension and we gave in. He lives with his girlfriend but trying to leave. I am always looking for him, wanting to be with him and I want to jump on him every time we are near eachother. I can't be with him no matter how bad I want too! My parents are strict and I can't be with anyone.. this is the second time I've fell head over heels with someone. I'm in college I have a lot going for me. I'm falling so fast and I can't have him.. help me? He's 3 years older than me.