So I have yet to experience true love and I'm going on 27, yeah me . But when I was 17 I did meet someone nice. I slowly let this person in, I wouldn't say I loved them. But definitely was falling for them. They eventually, broke up with me because of long distance in a phone call. They also made me promise that if we broke up we would stay friends forever. I couldn't do it because of the hurt I experienced.
Fast forward ten years and I have and issue I am not sure that can be solved by magick. So I keep having re occurring dreams of this person. That effect my emotion upon waking up, these dreams even effect my mood all day. They are not bad dreams. Just use to hanging out, having fun,going out together,laughing,giving each other piggy packs, silly goofy funny dreams.
Then I awake and think UGGGGH! not again, and then think all my friends are married, engaged, have families, been in love, why am I alone, what did I do wrong. I want love but don't because I am a care giver to my mom and I no this will effect our relationship as well. I just really would love these dreams to stop. I am going to try a cord cutting but would love to hear alternative methods if any, if anyone here have had similar issues.
IM sick of these dreams, I don't even even think about this person at work,taking care of my mom,volunteering,helping my great aunt and grandma, doing photography,reading / writing. But they still creep up and effect me greatly.
I have yet to cast my first spell so if a spell is involved this will be my first. I have done my research and thought maybe this ought to be the right time. I don't want anything to hurt the other party of course I do not condone in that at all.
thank you everyone for the reads&reply,