Hi my name is Teresa and I am new to this kind of I was with a group before this and they said they were from old magic.we did some things that brought out some strong powers but they left me hanging so I came hear. Somone here told me I need to cleanse my self to help and if I don't know how. I am to get advice here so I'm hoping to learn more then that and I think I will learn alot hear. Also I hope to make friends here and learn from them.
The ritual was on Halloween and the 5 of us were in the circle and we all put our blood in a challis they said words in laten and we all drank from it I was the air element and after some more words and such I was hit in the chest by a very powerful thing I fell to the ground and passed out when I came to I was different. Before I could sence spirits now I see them hear them and have hard and bad visions . since I have been away from them I have been struggling to cope with it all its very hard I can only keep my shield up for little burst but when it goes down that's when everything get to me . sometimes I can't keep it all pushed out all the time.