Hello, my name is Courtney and of course I am new!
In high school I was friends with a Wiccan who showed me so many things, even told me I was something called the oBlessed one and she was the acursed one. I never realized how much fun magic could be. I wasn't sure who I was, or what my calling was in High School until she showed me, and for a while I stopped because it took over my life, but now I'm back and looking to use it for me realistic reasons, instead of a way to alternate/change my reality.
Part of me is ashamed to believe in wiccans/pagans, etc. Mainly because my family believes in God and I've been through so much loss and have been hurt so much this is something that excites me. So I'm ready to start practicing spells, and learning the ways of wiccan/pagan, or whichever path I choose to follow.
One thing I struggle with is meditation, I have ADHD and can't sit still :(
Can't wait to make friends!