I am new to this site and I came here out of desperation.
I dabble with witchcraft myself but I wouldn't consider myself a witch.
So basically I'm writing this through tears because I literally am at wits end. I can't deal with this anymore.
My fiance (I should call him ex now). He broke up with me two days ago.
I don't know what got into him. I literally gave him everything and he never showed signs of anything before? He was always happy and he seemed so romantic. He was so different and then suddenly things changed.
He just up and left me and deleted all forms of contact with me.
I was so distraught and confused that I tried committing suicide bit I failed. I haven't eaten properly food makes me want to throw ip.
I keep hoping he will turn around and come back.
I dont know if someone's cursed me or not.
I get the feeling someome has or at least wished us ill will because people have said it behind my back.
I know his ex practiced magick and would have been more than happy to split us up.
Is there anyone that can help me at all or at least send a nice message so I don't cry myself to sleep again
Unfortunately these things happen. All I can really suggest is to do something calming and if you feel the need to cry allow yourself that. If you are feeling suicidal you should seek professional help. The end of a relationship can be tough whether they leave or you do.
When we are with someone we often make them our world. It can make it hard to exist without them. But you did live before they came around, and you can live after they are gone. If the thoughts become too upsetting, find something distracting to do.
If you are emotionally challenged due to the recent events you had with your ex, I suggest that you should try some meditation. It would help you escape the stress you're feeling.
But the best and most matured thing to do is to move on. I am not saying that you're doing a childish move but for me, he's not really worth your tears. Don't be afraid to move-on. There are so many better guys out there that is still waiting to be loved!
Be a strong, independent and brave woman. I know you can do it.
you need to clear your mind first. you're still hurting so much right now that you can't think straight. try to look at things in a different perspective. take yourself out of the situation first so that you become neutral. look at what happened between the two of you in different angles. witchcraft and spells will not actually help you much if you are hurting. you will not be able to concentrate or meditate.
I'm sorry about your fiance. All I can say that suicide is not the way to go. Although you feel that you have lost the love of your life, you may be the love of someone else's life in the future. As we never know what the future holds, things often happen in ways to prepare us for what our true life's purpose is. Whether we are to be wives or mothers, or single people, we are all here for a reason. I know that the pain you are going through right now is real and if you ever feel desperate again, I advise you to get professional help, aka suicide prevention, counseling, etc.
Now regarding the curse...whether a curse has been put upon you is really not important. If you believe there was a curse put upon you, know that whomever did it will get what they deserve in the end, if any maliciousness was intended. Also, if this man was meant to be with you, he will be with you. Don't worry about looking for spells to rectify the situation. What this all comes down to is YOU....not bending anyone's else will or cancelling out a curse, or getting even with someone. This is about you, your self worth, your self-esteem, your mental and spiritual state of mind.
The important thing is that you start to heal and mend your heart. Cry if you have to cry, talk to friends, family, someone, visit your religious leader (priest, pastor, etc.) Do what you have to do to get through this. Be brave and strong and know that you have a lot to offer in this world.
Although this is only my belief....know that you are not alone in this and that you are surrounded by love that is just beyond the veil.....
If you are or have been thinking about hurting yourself, this is not a moment to be thinking about casting magic. The thing you should be doing now is trying to find professional help for your self, as in a therapist, counsellor or the like. If you can't, call your local suicide hotline.
Once you have dealt with your emotions, and they are back to being stable, you can start to think again about what has happened. If you are still suspicious you have been cursed, you can cast a protection spell on yourself and your home to feel safer.
But do not, under any circumstances cast magic while overridden by emotion, specially negative ones.