So lately, i have just been feeling lazy. I honestly, don't know why.
1: I don't feel up to studying. I try, but i get tired, and lazy, and i stop.
2: I used to pray every morning, meal, and night.
Now i don't even feel like praying. Sometimes i get this urge to, but when i try i just stop.
3 : Questioning the deities.
I usually work with the greek gods, but sometimes i feel as if, there not the perfect ''fit'' pantheon for me, anymore.
As you can see, it seems like i'm loosing interest, and connection with my studies/religion.
I stopped my year and a day, study, and i feel like i need to try to start over.
I love my religion, but lately i don't even feel like i can call myself what i used to call. I have decided to start my year and a day study over again, fresh, from scratch. I also want to try to reconnect with nature, and the gods.
So the reason, im writing this? I want to see/hear others opinions on connecting with the gods again, and maybe having ideas for more motivation on the study's.
Any ideas would help greatly. Thanks!