I am 29yrs old and grew up in a Wiccan household. My mother has a gift for the cards,but I am not as talented as she. She jokingly nicknamed me her little healer and now I'm realizing it might not be a joke. I have trouble touching people because I feel like I take energy from them,but if they are sick, I push energy at them. I don't know how to stop it,so any help is appreciated.
I used to have the same issue! What I do now is every morning is plant my feet on the ground. Invision the white beam of light cleansing any left over icky energy that I have, take a deep breath in, and with my exhale, I imagine a white, radiant bubble surrounding me with the intention of protection. I say to myself that I am protected and no energies can cross the bubble, I cannot take on any bad energies while healing nor can I be attacked, however, if anyone needs to take from my white light and positive energy, they are free to do so without it effecting me, as my energy is abundant. I renew this through out the day whenever I feel is nessicary. It's all about setting clear boundaries with strong intent. I hope I helped! Feel free to message me!