I'm posting this here because I can't think of a place better than here to talk about this sort of thing. It all started back when I was 17 or 18. I remember sweeping up all these dead ladybugs after winter , mind you this is about the time I got into magic, the occult, divination, (and if you consider ouija and contacting the dead necromancy, then that too). Anyway, I had swept up most of them and disposed of them but there were a few in my window seal that had been there forever that I had to pick up by hand, but something strange happened. I breathed into one of the DEAD ladybugs and it began to move again. It moved slowly at first, but then it sprouted wings and flew away. Now ladybugs have this natural defense of playing dead, but I know that this thing WAS DEAD. And after this happened I decided I would find a few more dead ones and put what I thought I had just done to the test.
There were a few more, I think maybe 5 that I scooped up out of the two window seals in my room and laid on my dresser. I laid them all close together, thought about love, giving, and peace and then gently blew my breath onto these dead creatures. Sure enough it happened again. 3 out of 5 of them came back to life and started to move about, however the other two must have been too far gone or something because I tried and tried and couldn't get them to wake up. I, needlessly to say was stunned. I started asking god and the spirits I spoke with on the ouija board if they had done this but I never got an answer from god lol and couldn't get an answer from any spirits about the situation.
I tried one more test just to make sure I wasn't losing my mind and invited my friend Brandon down to my house, I friend I played ouija with frequently and who believed in the spirit world and occult as I did, and tried to bring a couple of dead ones to life and let him be my witness to it. Sure enough, I tried to bring two dead ones back to life and he is a witness to this occurrence.
Not long after all this happened I turned back to Christianity and shrugged those events off as signs from god to turn to him but have recently as of a few weeks ago reconsidered my outlook as I delve deeper into the realm of magick. And out of the blue last night, decided I would check the light fixture in my bathroom for a dead bug and try to bring it back to life. Sure enough, there was a dead ladybug in there and it's the one I picked. I picked it up, brought it into my living room and placed it upon my altar and tried my best to bring it back to life but unfortunately it didn't work.
Now it's 9:17 AM here and I was woken up by an odd feeling in my stomacge around 8 and noticed that the ladybug I tried to bring to life last night had since moved from where it was. Not long after sitting on my couch and watching tv I see a love lady bug fly into the tv screen, land just long enough for me to notice it was a lady bug, and flew away. This isn't a coincidence. It isn't ladybug season here in ky and there aren't any other ones inside my house so I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT THIS BUG, that was dead last night, IS ALIVE THIS MORNING.
Needless to say, I'm stubbed and freaked out and thought of SOM as a good place to discuss this. What's going on? Do I actually have some sort of power to bring things back to life or are these all just coincidences? I have a spirit guide and it tells me that I am the one who brought these back but how? All I do is breath into them and think of love, life, and happiness. Do any of you have any similar stories, comments, concerns, or can anyone shed light on my newly found abilities? Please no hate. I am being 100% honest here and I hope you can give me some insight. Thanks.