Magic is not the spell. It is about the energy you send out, and will that makes a spell function. Spells are no to be taken lightly! You must learn the basics, and also what spell are you looking for? Try Celtic connection, and everything under the moon, also look up books. Try Scott Cunningham, Doreen valentien, and much more. Also try C Rowley.
*****Note : Self changing, and mythological spells are fluff!!!!****