I've noticed how many people come here for help like for readings or spell suggestions, but haven't seen much response. I've come to say the hard but true thing about people ... PEOPLE ARE COLD HEARTED AND DONT WANNA HELP FOR FREE!!.
Okay, so now that that's out of the way, so what can you do then? Simple really, become independent. I know it's hard especially if your new, but you don't need something that you don't already have on the inside. I'm being serious to hehe
Something not mentioned much is that our bodies contain the entire universe encoded within us. The outside world is a reflection of that.
So how do we find answers to our questions? Simple, develop your intuition which is a valuable gift that is needed usually for tarot, dream reading and so on. How? There is a wonderful yogic kriya ( exercise) that is simple and easy that develops intuition called " Kriya to know through intuition" on 3ho.org
You can shorten the times for the exercises, but keep doing them each day for at least 40 days. That's the minimum to make an impacting change.
Hope it helped, Blessed be!