Ahhh, the beginning of a grand adventure..
You sound like me 10 or so years ago..
Now I'm a powerful black magician who has seen so much success, everything I do is no longer an experiment, but with a planned cause and affect.
How strange it would be if I were not to commune with some kind of higher power at LEAST once a day!
You've definitely heard the piper's call, having the feeling there is much more than meets the eye
Now to decide what to do with it!
I hope you find that which you seek!