I am new to this groups and hope to find further insight in learning some healing spells and also gain more knowledge in the use of crystals, meditation, opening chakras, and astral projection. I also would like to unblock my concentration so I may get to my beach and talk with my main spirit guide Brian. As a Gnostic, I believe in both the Mother and Father God and I believe in life on thew other side (I have been there a few times in dreams and 1 guided session). I used to be in tune with myself and I was very intuitive and a bit psychic but I do not know where it was lost. I also have a tendency to break glass when I am in extreme spiritual distress and anger (happened twice). I would like to learn how to control those things, learn how to use them in good ways and understand exactly what my gifts are. I am a rune reader but even that seems a bit blocked as I find myself second guessing everything. I really need guidance and hope to meet someone in my area who I can learn with.