Does anyone else feel like they have a connection to thunder? I always feel like I have, I get chills, surges of energy, and a calming feeling when I hear thunder, sometimes it inspires lust towards others when I hear it. It just seems strange?
I am not sure if I have a connection to thunder or not but I have always loved a good thunderstorm. The energy is always amazing! I have never tried to cast during a storm. May be something to it. Ill have to try and see.
It could be that you are unknowingly harnessing the energy given off in a lightning strike. This would create a verey strong set of sensations, but being that bursts of lightning are super focused and so short it would charge you for an extremely condensed time frame. I like to think of lightning as a packet of energy that explodes on contact thus flinging white red and blue energies in all directions (these energies rolling just behinde the physical sonic boom). You should try meditating on the feelings or try creating a relationship with a thunder god to see if you can learn to controll it and use the energy or maybe how to store it safely until you need it.