Hey everyone I'm new to the site. I was wondering if anyone would be able to help me. Throughout my life I've always had this strange power over men. Men tend to fall crazy in love with me. I mean crazy. I have ex's become completely obsessive. I had a boyfriend that wouldn't take no for an answer and sexually abused me. I've had male friends offer to leave their girlfriends and husbands try to cheat on wives with me. It's happened since I turned 15. I'm now 25 and can't take it. My friend was half joking, but said I had "some crazy voodoo love power over men." I almost feel as though she's correct in some sort of way. It's not just me. My sister also has this problem. We've had a lot of similar/ same issues and problems throughout our lives that started when we were 15. Our mother isn't this way, so I don't know if it's from my father. My father was adopted, so we have no information on his family. There's no record of his birth. He's basically a milk carton baby. My father and I have the strange ability where our dreams will come true. I can't drink too much alcohol or else my nightmares are so severe and other worldly nobody could understand. Some nights I will be vividly dreaming and when I wake up it feels as though I never slept because I was conscious in my dreams. It's nothing from my subconscious, I mean it's something I've never seen, thought of or read about. It's all completely new if that makes sense. My mother and I have the ability to just know things. I can sense danger and know what other people are thinking. I can also sense other "things or energies" around me. Does anyone have any idea what could be going on or what I should do? Also, I'm afraid of meditation because I feel as though everything is a lot stronger when I meditate.
Re: Help me find out who I am
By: V.Rowenwand Jan 28, 2014
Post # 4
By chance is your name Ramona Flowers?
Sorry, I couldn't pass that one up. My first reaction when reading this is that you may produce a higher level of pheromones than most women. But looking closer, I am beginning to wonder if maybe it's some sort of curse. I don't think it has a lot to do with your dad. It seems more like part of the cosmic balance. Have you checked your astrological chart out? You may want to start at astro.com and do a free personal astro portrait. Feel free to mail me for more help.