I was going to start a forgiveness spell just now, using 3 candles to represent the 3 people in the situation. I was able to successfully light the first candle with a matchstick, and the second one as well, but when I got to the third candle which represented me, the flame was getting far too close to my fingers and the heat was hurting me so I blew out the match and was going to light another match but I notice the 2nd candle had gone out during those 5 seconds. I then tried lighting another match over and over again and it wouldn't light up. I took this all as a sign and stopped. Could this have happened because I'm not meant to be forgiven or will not be forgiven? Or, was my energy a little scattered? Can I try the spell again later or is it best to leave it alone after this?
Thank you all for your suggestions and advice. The second candle could have very well been blown out while I blew out the match, I just didn't notice it go out. I tried the spell again while I was more calm and focused, and this time there weren't any problems.