Hi, i know that most spells in the site are fake and so on, but i have already had a few experiences that could only be explained if you took magic into account (making people dream about me, beforehand knowing places i've never been before, etc.). My beloved, who is really skilled in dream walking, told me i had some sort of power, but i sorta already knew it.
Well, since then, or maybe.... since i was a child, i've wanted power. This is one of the few things my teacher and i dissagree: she tells me i should be careful not to do "dark" stuff, but i feel i need power, and i think i would be doing anything if i had the chance to obtain it.
I... i dont think i am a bad person though. I just wish i had the power to heal people both physically and emotionally.... feel more in contact with the moon... etc. I know magic can do it, because i've seen it done.
So... i would like to hear you think. Should i try on forcing myself with my weak powers to try and get more power? or i should'nt?
PS: i'm not into wicca, but something on my inside told me a few months ago to grab a dull knife to channel my powers. I then looked on the internet and saw they were called athames. Should i purchase one?