Nirvana like experience during AP

When doing AP I summoned for Azrael,the Angel of death,and he make I feel that he want me to folow him.I followed and we entered into a mausoleum,and there a dining table full with golden food.he offered me a piece of that golden food and I eaten it.(A few months ago I had a drug experience with a mushoon,and I felt the same way that I felt eating the golden food).Was that a kind of nirvana?

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Nirvana is enlightenment. It is oneness with everything.

In this, you ate fruit. *shrug*

So was that food the angel gave to me ambrosia or something like that?

It was a metaphor.

Sorry,Im not good at language trick stuff...

The fruit and the whole image is a symbolic representation.

It was there to make you feel welcome, symbolize the nature of the role between the two of you, and so forth. Offering of golden food is suggestive of the offering of knowledge.

So he was trying to make me feel welcome...Should I try to interact more times with him?

That is entirely up to you. To be frank, the whole situation seems like something more rooted in the subconscious than an interaction with an external entity.

I see...however,thanks for supporting me.

That might be also a manifestation of what you deeply wish for in the end :) it's not uncommon during AP for biggest fears/wishes to materialize during your semiconscious state.