Thank you MoonRise!
After many hours of research, I believe I have found what I have been searching for; although I have much more to learn. Ive started with the basics and its getting on well. It is amazing how it all works and it does. Apparently I have some natural ability as everything I've done works. Haven't attempted spells, but all the preparation, ie. meditation, centering, etc. have all helped with my daily life. Right now, I'm still doing a lot of studying especially the phases of the moon and and proper spell casting times. It's still a bit confusing, but I believe I will get it soon. This site is excellent !