I have a very complicated past when it comes to the occult. The very first experience that i had with it was when i was really young. I was about seven years old and was having these dreams which demons would attack me. About a year after that i started talking to people that only i could see. They were real. Then about two years after that, i had my first dream that allowed me to see a future event. I still remember it as clear as day.
About three years after that, i started going to church every sunday( family is highly religious). While i was there, i learned all about spirits, and the things that were considered taboo to christians.
That is about the time i started having cravings for knowledge. I started off with learning about satanism from my friend haven. Then i moved on to the other bigger religions: buddhism, hinduism, judaism. I started off into philosopy too and my dreams were getting more and more vivid and more preminitions in them.
I now study exorcism and magic to try and find a way to get rid of the demons that still plague my dreams, and now i see in my waking hours. I have studied around 50 different religions.
I refuse to argue with any one religion because i already know that all gods and deities are real, along with their mythologies.
It's actually quite a wonder to me how i managed to stay sane throughout my lifetime.