Last night while working (Im a factory worker btw) I felt tired.
Then I remembered that I forgot to do my Grounding and Centering.
That day also, I practiced making psi balls.
And I got no sleep!
My shift this week is 10pm to 6am.
I wen't to work like a zombie.
While working, an idea popped.
'I should try feeding off energy out of my partner!'
Then I did.
I did the steps in grounding and centering though, I used my partner as my battery and sucked energy from him.
Then I remembered a reply in my post before that psi vamps could also feed on electronics.
So I did..
After a few minutes, I felt a sense of addiction to it.
I can't stop myself.
After about an hour of continuous energy sucking, I felt an urge of throwing up. (I still do now)
And my heart hurts so much that it feels like it wants to go out. (somehow I feel a bit better now 'cause I grounded some of it at home)
After 10 minutes or so, an urge to take energy again comes up. Then the same reaction comes. Throwing up and heart ache or attack.
Yet, I've never felt so energetic as this! I still don't want to sleep nor feel tired.
Is this normal, or just me?
Thanks for helping.