Vengeance, I will take you up on that offer, i'll mail you here shortly.
Hollabaluru, I think my biggest fear is getting hurt in my relationship. We are very serious and things are great, but he is so far away right now that it obviously has it's difficulties. This makes sense as to why both of these chakras are inactive. I'm not shy of physical pain, but emotional pain is something else, especially since i've finally found myself in another person, you know? It's funny how you say to self express myself because that's exactly my focus this past month. I've really been delving into who I am and reflecting on my innerself. The problem with that is not everybody enjoys figuring out who you are. My friends know i practice magick but get that look on their face like a i am some sort of freak whenever i try to explain it. it's difficult.
Kimmypot, bravery and survival, i like that. It seems like i have more researching to go through.
You guys seriously helped me. Thank you for being open and not at all condemning at my small ignorance's. That's why I love this site so much. Once agian, my greatest appreciation.