I went to school today, and it all went fine until 7th period. Just before it, anyway. I was on my way to class, and this girl named marjuana deliberately scared me. I yelled at her and punched her, then left and went to a different room. People are very mean to me just because of my religion. I'm treated differently just because of that. I'm very tired of it. Everyone at school just laughs when I speak and say something that's not even funny, or just when they look at me. I hate it. I'm tired of it.
The worst part is I'm having trouble coping with it. It happens every day. Now I'm to the point where I'm using destructive energies to punish them for the disrespect. I mean, what else am I supposed to do? And when it happens every day? I have no other options. For now I'll keep using destructive energies until they realize I'm enforcing karma with magic. I don't know what else to do.