I've had a dark entity following me for most of my life. I feel that it is connected to me and influences my thoughts and actions sometimes ( at the worst times). Its scary because i feel as though it is now a part of me and holds residence inside of me. I need to be rid of it, yet its roots run deep into my core. Im almost afraid to separate from it because we've been entwined for over 30 years. Suggestions? Help!