One day I was walking down my sidewalk when an hipster looking guy noticed my pentagram necklace and said "blessed me." I greeted him and said the sane. We then started talking about paganism and how I was rededocating myself into it. He told me he was a christian wiccan and that the LBRP ritual worked to help him everyday. He told me "you should go into christian wicca. Its all about good and you don't have to go to hell for it". I was offended and told him I had to leave. I then thought about the LBRP ritual and thought about doing it.
One problem. It took me years to get out of christianity. I couldn't take the pain and the constricting mental chains. It hurt me too much. I was scared for my life until I actually reached the truth. Anyway, this guy says it was amazing for him but....I don't believe in the jewish god. I beleieve in angels but there is too much disproof for there to be the jewish god to me. Too many contradictions. Therefore I don't know if I can do this ritual if I dont believe. Can I?