Firstly, I don't study or practice magic. I am not even informed or learned in the different beliefs concerning it or practicing it, so please forgive me in advance for any offensive or incorrect terms/ideas.
I wouldn't be on this site if weren't desperate. I have a lot of gay feelings and urges. The only sexual attraction I feel is directed at men... And that's fine. I'm not anti-gay. I have thought about this for years and have reached the conclusion that I do not want to live a gay lifestyle. I can be romantically attracted to women (unfortunately, not sexually).
I've tried so many different methods to leave my homosexual thoughts behind and make myself like women. Is there anything out there that can help me in my struggle to fight my own urges? Or, better yet, to reverse them? Can I cast a spell or have one cast on me or anything like that? Please forgive my ignorance.
Again, I have no qualms with gay people. I've just chosen the path I'd like to take.
Thank you for your time,